I sucked and deep throated his delicious cock while massaging his balls for a few minutes, but while I had already learned to love sucking cock, I couldn't wait any longer. You were born to suck my cock." and I knew he was right. I took it in between my lips and engulfed it as deeply as I could while he groaned. As it stood erect in front of my face, I kissed it lovingly and It was all mine. I dutifully undid his jeans and pulled out his cock. It felt aggressive, but I was his bottom and This is how it worked between us.
He pushed me to the ground on to my knees. We kissed and fumbled to the bedroom and he took over as usual. But quickly totally relaxed and wanting to fuck. I inhaled the drug and immediately felt dizzy and euphoric. And I trusted him) He kissed me and reassured me that it was all gonna be fine.
He brought out some amyl poppers (I had heard of them before so I wasn't terribly concerned. But He could tell how nervous I was and put down his drink and said he had something better for me than booze. tried my best to act casual and offer him drinks and small talk. I drank a few beers to loosen up, but when he showed up he was happy to take his time. After a brief text, he was at mine right at 10. As did the evening getting ready for what was to come. My ass was just the next logical step right?Ĭlass the following day was unbearable and it dragged on. Holy fuck This was actually going to happen! Of course I could still back out but every time I thought about changing my mind, I remembered how wonderful his cock felt in my hands and mouth. Bring a condom" he answered in minutes "I'll be there after work at 10" I was ready and wanted him to take My virginity. I hadn't stopped thinking about it for days and decided I would take actions into my own hands this time instead of waiting for his text. How much Would it hurt? Could I ever go back if I took that step? At that moment I didn't care and needed to find out. I was gay for him and couldn't stop thinking about what his cock would feel like in my virgin ass. I had allowed him to cum in my mouth twice and wanted more. He kissed me on my cheek as he left and I laid there wishing he had stayed. I woke up the next morning after a peaceful deep sleep in his arms. It was so satisfying and we feel asleep immediately in each other arms. Not allowing me to go another encounter without ejaculation, he didn't care about the vestiges of his delicious cum still lingering in my mouth and he kissed me deeply and jerked my hard penis gently as we grinded until I came in his hand. I laid back and grabbed his ass cheeks and allowed him to completely dominate me until his familiar ropes of cum filled my mouth. It was a bit deep at times and I choked, but his stiff shaft tasted so delicious ramming in and out of my hungry fag mouth. I let my hands fall away and allowed him to thrust deeper and fuck my face.
It felt so naughty but I quickly grabbed his shaft and took his cock deep into my mouth with his full body over top of me. As we kissed and explored each other bodies, He began pushing me lower while raising his torso over me and I quickly recognized what was happening, but I didn't object as I knew it would please him and I was lost in the moment anyway. I didn't just give him another blowjob, I actually allowed him to fuck my mouth. Although I again denied any actual Sex as I still didn't think I was truly gay, or wouldnt admit it to myself anyway. My comfort in the bottom role came so natural with him, and I had his strong naked body on top of me in minutes In my bed as we made out and i stroked his thick perfectly cut cock. Inside my door, I gave up my coy act and I submitted to this sexy man.
He was sexy and hot and I needed him on top of me. With too much money spent we headed back to my place for some "drinks I had in the fridge", but we both knew the real reason. I've always been a bit of a binge drinker, so we both got very drunk very quickly and any pretence fell away. These girly thoughts kept persisting when I was around him. 6'2, green eyes, blond hair and slim but muscular frame. He didnt come on too strong, nor did he push talking about our encounter much. His chilled out demeanour at the quiet pub I chose actually made things really easy for me. But he persisted at easing my apprehension and I finally agreed to meet for a couple drinks. Was I gay? What will my life be like? I really didn't know what to think or what I was feeling. I was racked with feelings of confusion and shame. Chad texted me a few days after our first encounter and I was super hesitant to return his enthusiastic messages to see each other again.